The hardest thing...

The hardest decision I have had to make in a very long time had come this week. I had to put my son on meds. I love Jake with all my heart and would do anything for him. For the past two years Jake and I have spent so much time at doctor offices that we know Primary Children's by heart. I have fought for those two years to keep him off meds. We have tried all kinds of ways to keep him healthy and happy. But this past month I know the time has come to give him more help. More help to feel better in control of his little life, I know he will benefit from some help. It's just small to start with but something I feel he will need the rest of his precious life here on earth. I hope school will feel better to him now, that he can learn easier and grow and be happier with life. I know this is the best but today I feel like crying to see that his syndrome has won one more fight. Thank you to my support team, my husband who loves Jake and is such a great dad to him, and for his love and support to me. To my and Lynn's family they have always been there to help when we had doctor appt. and for your prayers, keep sending them our way. And to my friends that always seem to know when to call. We love you all!!!